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Though I always remain inactive on my this account because posting same blogs everywhere sounds horrible to me. And that's why I post only those stuffs here which are somehow very close to my heart. So here it is...... कहते है की वक़्त को वक़्त दो सब ठीक हो जायेगा लेकिन कितना वक़्त? कोई ये क्यों नहीं बताता?कितने दिन? कितने महीने?कितने साल? क्या सब कुछ गलत सब कुछ सही होने के लिए ही होता है?क्या टूटते तारे सच में हमारी ख्वाहिशें पूरी कर सकते है?पता नहींl कभी कभी होता है ना की शब्द ही नहीं मिलते मिलती है तो बस खामोशी, एक ऐसी खामोशी जो बार-बार चीख-चीख कर जैसे कुछ कहना चाह रही हो और ना जाने कितने ही अंगिनत सवाल कर रही हो जिसका जबाब मुझे पता ही नहीं है  कभी मेरे अंदर एक अजीब सन्नाटा सा छा जाता है l एक ऐसा सन्नाटा जो अंदर ही अंदर मुझे खाये जा रहा है और मैं चाह कर भी कुछ नहीं कर पा रही हूंl ऐसा नहीं है की मैंने इस सन्नाटे से बाहर निकलने की कोशिश नहीं करी है मैंने इस सन्नाटे को खुद से दूर, बहुत दूर करने की कोशिश की है लेकिन ये सन्नाटा जैसे मुझे रम सा गया हो और मैं चाह कर भी कुछ नहीं कर सकती l ...
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Trust

 This is the word I have heard more than thousand times. But the pun here is I don't believe in this word. This is the first time I am acknowledging it as earlier I used to trust people but now I have learnt, people have the tendency to stab at your back.


Sometimes, I feel I am the modern Julius Caesar who has been betrayed by my own people . Won't it be fun if there's a play written on me - "Modern Julius Caesar: a story of betrayal". But there would be just one problem , my half of the play would consist of climax. "


Whenever I have trusted someone I always ended up being hurt.Sometimes I ask myself Am I so dumb? Or people these days have forgotten the meaning of this beautiful word "TRUST"


People come and go.Its a part of life but do you know how it feels when your best friend stabbed at your back?How does it feels when your best friend broke your trust?Like you still talk,laugh and spend time together but now the vibes are no longer the same.Your laugh is no longer real and the time spent with them no longer felt like the best moment of the day.


You are hurt by their actions but still you can't tell them how you are feeling because you are frightened of ruining everything which is still somehow left.


Do you know how bad it feels when you trust someone again even after being hurt once by them and they did the same thing again. It hurts even more than getting fracture on the same leg again. Honestly.


Who I am, speaking against these people when I don't even trust myself? My mother had always taught me never trust anyone more than yourself. But I did the opposite and ultimately felled on my face and got stabbed by my trusty people.


 Listen to them but do what your heart says, try to believe them but don't fully trust them.


-Shubhi Singh

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